Memes: DDD ... I ended up doing something half-slash. Anyway, I really like it, do not deny (?).
Aiden has always said he does not know much, it's nothing close to a genius and probably more stupid than average. There are things that do not understand at all, others confuse it too, some have an idea. However, it has few certainties, few clear and precise ideas. Among this small group, there is one that stands out, always round in his head:
"You're not half as strong as you appear."
As much as exercising with weights and run, there is a weakness that can not be overcome within. Confusion, annoyance, anger ... sadness? Simple things, things that suppress trafficking and release through your body.
But sometimes it's useless to simply build up in your mind, until the drop overflowing the glass. Sometimes they try to run as fast as possible and more, just trying to escape from those feelings, even useless.
times like that.
- Aiden, trust me, dammit! The voice that cries incessantly behind her finally reached his ears and is able to decipher what it says. Aiden is stopped and, without paying much attention around, it drops sitting on the sand by boiling the ground.
Eirian "At last, after regaining his breath, gets up from the ground and brushing the dirt off continues with his sermon. Look, okay. I know I run slow and understand, even humiliating, take me by the arm, okay? But at least give me a break. It is not news that my little resistance there, so please try to consider it a bit.
Aiden looks up from her arms around his knees and makes an effort to smile.
- How many times have I offered to take on my back? "His friend just rolls the eyes. What how many you have refused? I assure you do not need work!
"I'll never stoop so low 'he replies. Then, throw a deep breath and let it fall, lying on the sand. Not quite half the noise of Aiden, but is understandable, when he was a skinny kid he is. Silence, only silence apart from the sound that occurs when lifting Eirian the floor and sit back. Meanwhile, the fair young man returns to hide his face in his arms.
Another sigh.
"Well, what happened? Asks the redhead, riveting look at the other guy.
What can answer the aforementioned? Is left wondering, without much effort, as if he really did not want an answer.
"Nothing," he says finally, turning his face to his friend and watching wearily. He just raises an eyebrow, moved method to encourage him to speak. It is true, nothing. Only as usual. Screaming, fighting, insults, learned that my parents hated me. Absolutely nothing new, do not cry, do not become violent. Want, but do not get it. In the end, simply decide it is enough that his voice does not break -. Why get married?
observes Eirian missed for a while, as if the answer is most obvious in the universe. However, he understands, always understand.
"Surely they fell in love.
The muscular guy, without changing the tired expression or deadpan tone of his voice, struggling to hold it steady, exclaims:
"That shit right to marry. I understand the marriage because you have no other, because you're sick of being alone, self-interest. I understand, but no two people decide to stay together forever just for a heater to time.
know that your friend is holding a lecture for his language because he understands that the situation is not suitable for that.
- Do you know? They are different things "she says, more as if explaining to a young child without nagging. Polite, quiet, adequate. As always. And, somehow, always manages to get an honest answer to Aiden.
- Really? Why?
remain silent, both. And what is supposed to say? Love is not something that you really can explain, one simply grows with the ability to feel and recognize. Because I teach, but What about someone who only saw hate? What happened to people like him?
I do not know, Eirian-continued it after a while. I do not think I believe in love ... It's weird, how are you supposed I can understand?
"You can not, that's the case. Just feel affection for someone and presto, you tease, you sometimes get fed up or make you feel bad, but you end up forgiving ... or apologizing, the redhead has looked away. And only you can call it that. Do you understand?
-Soon. I do not understand what the point of falling in love. It is ... an idiot. Sure you end up sick of the other, as my parents. Hast thou seen a marriage that has lasted?
Eirian sighs. No, not seen. Even if your parents never fought as much as Aiden, the fact is they did not stay together ...
"Maybe. But love is not always ... you know, romantic. Is the family, the brothers, the ... the friends.
Thereafter, none knew how much time passed in which they were thinking in silence. Only after a while Aiden stood to his feet.
"Well, enough little problems for the day. What I worry about these idiots? -With the same energy that had stopped, begins to stretch for a few minutes, before the shocked eyes of red. The back notes. Hey, bum! Why are you still on the ground?
Middle stunned by the collapse of the stillness, only manages to obey, while throwing some curses. Always true, Aiden. So sudden, impressionable and irritating. But when the redhead thinks he was again the same rapid and bastard children, manages to see his face. The smile, the less open than normal, calmer, not so much fun and more relaxed, it seems almost unnatural in the blonde's face. It looks completely different, more humble and mature.
-Eirian "he says, almost in a whisper, thanks.
and advances. When your friend leaves his amazement, he begins to follow him, half screaming, but still a little stunned.
Tomorrow, Aiden will be the same as always. Still, from time to time we should remember that he can do more than just annoyed, however strange it sounds.
Aiden is not as strong as you like, not psychological or mental level. Sometimes just tired of everything and end up frustrated, exhausted. If it were as he wants, that does not happen. And he knows it, is always present.
clearest But it also has something else, something that is not allowed to forget. No matter the day, the situation, none of that ... and that is something that eases into the depths of his being and compensates its downfalls, frustration, low, deep and vast.
not matter, because he knows he will support Eirian.
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